yesterday I hugged and cried over the lifeless cold body of my little baby Blake. He was ten months old and I always knew the day would come when I have to say goodbye but I never ever expected it after 8 special months with him. He had intestinal surgery for a blockage last Friday and appeared to be doing well over the weekend and was then released on Monday to come home. But he stopped eating once again and was so lethargic, we took him back to the vets and an ultrasound revealed huge amounts of fluid in his abdomen. They performed emergency surgery only to find he was filled with blood and his wounds from surgery had not clotted or scanned or healed over. He never woke up from the anaesthetic he was just too weak. We are absolutely devastated, within 7 days our baby boy is gone. I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel as though I have lost a child and been robbed of so many years of memories with my sweet little angel. I’m just heartbroken.