I haven't been active very recently because of the very hard decision I had to make the 16th of February. My very first dog, the sunshine of my life was in so much pain, gone from a healthy and active dog to one full of tumours. It all happened too fast. He was suffering from an aggressive type in the lymph noodes and my parents were away for the week, I had thought that they would atleast be home to say goodbye. I was wrong. He was suffering so badly, having all his organ slowly giving up and almost being choked to death by the huge, nasty, tumours on his neck. It was such a painful decision but it was more painful for both me and him to keep going. It has just been so hard on me. This boy brought so much joy to the family, he really was one of a kind. His previous owner had abused him so he always been a bit shy. It was just so heartwarming to watch him go from somewhat aggressive to fully trustfull and full of love under the years, dogs really are amazing. I only wished he had gotten more years to make up for all the bad ones he had. He only became 12 years old, not a very old age for dogs of his breed.