so yesterday was out walking with partner and 4 year old Labrador, singing her praises for how good she is and how much she's come onin the 2 years we've had her. We are getting a puppy on the 25th November and I thought to myself how good it'll be to be out with both of them. I looked at my watch to see how many days it'll be before we collect her. It was the 22nd, my heart broke, it would have been Sadie's 15th Birthday, I'd forgotten it. I remember earlier last week but the actual day I'd forgotten it was her birthday. Does this mean I'm forgetting her. I feel so guilty. Cried yesterday and was really out of sorts and same again today!!